A Christmas to Remember ( France)

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american, bienvenue, bon appetite, change, Cheszerae, Christmas, culture, dinner, family, france, God, Holidays, Limoux, love, noel, southern france, travels, vacation

I am very thankful to have experienced a beautiful, loving and unique Christmas 2014 in South France ( Limoux). Family, laughs, trying different foods for the first time and being introduced to new revelations were highlights of my overall trip to France. There are several moments that I choose to keep to myself as they are my private, special memories. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays my Brown Elite Loves all over the world! Where will Christmas 2015 be? Thank you!

-ChesZerae

Kind of a BIG DEAL

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change, Cheszerae, decision making, modeling, party, positive, thinking

Well, time is running out before my fun-filled free time moments are over.  I must say over the last 7 months, I’ve had the best time of my life.  I got to go anywhere at anytime I wanted to.  Now it is time to get back on track. I am excited about Modeling School next week. Today makes exactly 7 days left until I start.  I will also post updates regarding my experience as an aspiring plus-sized model during the next 11 weeks.  My mother put this idea in my head, and she continues to support my music and modeling.  She didn’t make it to my second fashion show, but there are some to come this year.  As for my music: I have not given it up nor will I give it up.  I will be performing sometime next month ( April) .  My music is copy-written, I am registered with ASCAP, and my music is in radio rotation.  Now it’s time to cover the challenging parts.  I didn’t go to the gym today.  I am dancing and working out indoors.   I’ve been feeling great about my project and am excited to hear how your journey is going.  It may be longer than mine or maybe simpler than mine, but I’d like to still hear your feedback, future plans, etc. 

Today’s Scripture

Proverbs 1 ( entire chapter)

Pay very close attention to the verses in this chapter. They are very powerful and moving.  This is my guide for the rest of week

New Adaptation

This is a major thing for me that I don’t mind going public about: I am wearing natural hairstyles now.

What does this mean? It means no more fake attachments. It’s just me and my sexy hair.  To some it may seem to be a small deal, but for someone like me who’s been ADDICTED to specifically PONYTAILS, this is by far a BIG DEAL.  For the last 4 1/2 weeks, I’ve worn my hair out.  I’ve learned to embrace what I have because  I should be grateful that I have a head full of thick hair. It is healthy and has grown so lovely thus far.  This is actually included in the second half of my vows. Yayy! By the way, everyone seems to embrace it as much as I do.

 

Saying to live by:

You cannot change the past, but you can change the way you think.

Certainly there are times when the environment and outside influences are to blame, but do not let it get it to you. Even if they did, do not use them as an excuse.

 

Cheszerae

SHOCK OF THE DAY: For the first time in my life: Mommy and I are going to a party. TOGETHER!  ( Those of you who know me and her well, I am sure ya’ll are picking up your jaws from the keyboard.  This is a BIG DEAL.

New Day, Tough Beginning!

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change, decision making, encouragement, Father Michael Sepp

Today I feel a little off, as the day didn’t begin to well . It seem likes the day was extended for no reason. Of course I got my laughs out as always. It’s impossible for me to stay in a damper mood. And YES I SAID IMPOSSIBLE. I didn’t do everything that I wanted to do but, it’s okay. I will get more done tomorrow. I felt a little nervous yesterday and giggly at the same time because I prayed for a change and what happens? I am getting a little taste of it.

I learned over the weekend that Father Michael Sepp, my catholic preacher ( When I was Catholic from 1995-1999) passed away after battling a terrible sickness. He was a true Man of God as he served his entire life for God’s work. That’s admirable and amazing. He was the man who baptized me! I went to pay my respects and said a prayer for him and his family. I am happy he is not suffering anymore. There were hundreds of people there and I am sure there were hundreds more before I arrived. Bless his soul and bless the lives that he touched.
That had a little to do with how I felt today.

Here are today’s scriptures:

Numbers 24:1-25:18
Luke 2:1-35
Psalm 59:1-17

Proverbs 11:14

I got up at 5:00 am (I’m buggin’) to work out, go to work and go to Father Michael’s service. Never in my life did I feel exhausted the way I do. It’s a good feeling. That means good sleep. But I’ll tell you this much, I am not getting up that early tomorrow, lol!

I’m still in that isolation mode where I am taking a select few and even with the select few that I speak with, that happens every three days or so. I like my alone time. I deleted 40 numbers out of my phone today and checked the storage percentage. I still have 250 numbers in my phone, but size isn’t everything. Yea, I am a pretty popular person as many put it. I am comfortable with just laying low sometimes.

Today, I learned that I have good patience but terrible at keeping too many promises at once.

I look forward to a rich life as I am a work in progress.

Cheszerae