2014 Changed my Life

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If anyone ever asks again what did I do in 2014 that changed my life: I stopped waiting for people to travel with and/or to understand parts of my visions, forgave, recognized family also comes in unexpected forms, and I started living what appeared to be the impossible! Next major trip is Nigeria to be united with my Igbo family. ‪#‎Travels‬ ‪#‎Testimony‬ ‪#‎Faith‬‪#‎FavoredResources‬ ‪#‎NoCompetition‬ ‪#‎GetYourPassport‬ To God be all the Glory. Many of you are curious to know who keeps me in peace and joy even through trying times…Give God a try. Call on Jesus. There is power in His name. I don’t wear a religious badge, but rather I allow my life and testimonies to be shared with you all displaying God’s hand all over them!

New Thoughts, No Blame

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Good morning Brown Elite Loves. Been away for some time and it’s time for a refreshed approach in general areas of life. Since being away from social networking sites, I’ve faced revelations and uncertainties, ups, downs and favor. I find that development and maturity is a never-ending process. No matter how old or young, you will see life take unexpected courses; however God gives us the strength to move forward and face such things. I also learned that it is easy to play victim and blame others for things that don’t work out in your favor. But, is it worth the latter consequences you will inherit due to “blaming others?” I am firm believer in being very transparent with those I love and respect. From my Brown Elite Loves to new connections, I tell you, I’ve played that role many times in my life. I advise that we all repent, respect and move on. Blaming yourself for things is just as bad as blaming others. As I sit in a busy cafe this morning, I post an honest and wholehearted post to all! We may have heard these same words 100 times, but applying it to our personal hidden motives and “closets” ultimately reveals if we’ve embraced forgiveness of self, others and doing away with idle blame. Have an EXCELLENT day!

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I am featured on a UK Music Blog. Much love to you all!
-ChesZerae aka The Pretty Producer

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Mass “mediaologists” say just focus on those Facebook likes, and all will be well. It is a challenge to take in the right information that will work for your brand. What She wants to achieve With Your Music?

What She wants to Achieve with her Music:

I want to positively and melodically influence the world by the masses. My music, recording, producing, and songwriting will reach the top. I was taught to clarify every situation in life even when  you don’t feel up to it. My music will speak to the depths of souls and open the doors to my mentoring and charity organization for youth ;Tomorrow’s Promise Unlimited.

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One of those days

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You ever had a day where your experiences flash before your eyes? Then suddenly you recognize you’ve come from point A to B to C, etc.?  I’m feeling thankful for my experiences. I am thankful for my eyes to see,  mouth to sing and my ears to hear. When God gives you a cherished gift –gift of senses and gift of talent(s)– you are blessed, and you are special! What makes you smile? Will you reflect today? YOLO? You do NOT live only once. You can live as many times in one day as you wish!

If you’ve landed here on accident, CONGRATULATIONS!

 

Love,

The Pretty Producer

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Live and Believe

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Anything you want to become or have, claim it in your heart, create it in your mind, write it down (with clarity), present it to the Almighty Heavenly Father and establish it on the “pavement of life” you walk. The Pretty Producer

–Inspiration as I was listening to Dr. Mike Murdock.

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Your support is needed, appreciated and reciprocated, my Brown Elite Loves!
Hello my Brown Elite Loves! It’s here!! Custom Fitted Shoes Single… I am happy to announce that Custom Fitted Shoes is officially born!.Download it today (Only .99 cents) and thank you to all! I can’t fit my entire list of BELs here , so this is for all of you. Available on iTunes and other sites:

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Much Love and God Bless! Keep me in your prayers as I am praying for every pair of eyes that read anything I write!

Love,

 

Freedom of Choice (Day 2)

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How is everyone feeling today? Can you all believe we are all almost into mid year of 2010? I wanted to update everyone on my current decisions and new lifestyle. I brought a new bike although I haven’t named him yet! I am very excited because I always wanted to invest in a bike during my young adult years. I did exactly that with no one’s help except God. It was a pretty penny, but it was worth it.  So what’s this all about? Well I am starting another project. It’s not fully formulated and mapped out, but it is very similar to my 124 Day project ( See entries from last year by using the calendar above).   Today is day 2 and I am excited about it. Some will support me and others will be cut off. That’s how the seasons work in life!

Yesterday, I ran with my workout buddy a mile and a quarter along with several laps of walking. We feel accomplished and this is an activity I can see after a month will produce CRAZY HOTT results. Get a partner! Two is always better than one. You all are welcomed to keep up with my project as I would love for you to make a plan to start for yourselves. Let’s take care of ourselves! A great track to start at if you are in New York City is Riverbank State Park. Eating plans, mental plans, social plans all will affect my project for the better. (TBA)

So bare with me as I may post random subjects, but I guarantee they will speak to your life in many ways. I am free not bound by anyone, anything and I am only committed to what’s reciprocated. Some won’t approve, but since when were you under another human being’s control?  Remember you are FREE and God made you that way.

Explore your options in life.

Don’t settle for less, I stopped 🙂

Love, ChesZerae

Where is the love when you need it?

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Is it wrong to want love reciprocated back to you? Should I feel disrespected if I am not someone’s concern when I need to talk?

I’m a big attention/love receiver when it comes to my circle. I like when they check on me to see how I am doing or just to send over well wishes for a productive day, or even when one of my homies say: ” I love that track you did!” These statements mean so much to me. Or let’s switch the scene. How about you receiving a phone call everyday from your special someone/husband/wife/girlfriend/boyfriend, etc.?  He/she’s just calling to tell you how much you are appreciated and loved. Or what about a a random gift giving frenzy throughout the year just to say I love you for who God has made you to be?  I am sure your heart has officially warmed up after reading a few lines.  Communication/Interaction between human beings is priceless and creates close to one of  the best feelings in the world. However, when we depend too much on someone else or on others to love us how we’d want to be loved can often develop into one of the worst feelings in the world.  God didn’t design us to reap and sow 100% dedication to one another as that is impossible. Expect people to be unreliable at any given point, but that doesn’t mean that the friendship/relationship/bond is not legit. It simply means dedicate and commit yourself first and foremost to God. He is our main source for love. He is our primary fountain of encouragement. He’s the one who will provide for you  more than any living human being. We must understand that the most one can only give is (if you are around good people) is 80%.  This means that you must make room within your heart to embrace the times when you may feel abandoned by them. Sometimes people have so much on their minds or they’re carrying the world on their shoulders , that they may not have the mental and emotional capacity to be there for you when you request. This is why God says walk with me in all that you do and let me love you as I created you with purpose. When we interact with others in this lifetime, create  a balance where you know where the love really can be found 24 hrs a day; that is within God.  If you have any anonymous questions you’d like to ask, ask me on http://www.formspring.me/cheszerae.

Love and Blessings to all eyes who see and ears that have heard.

-ChesZerae

123 DAYS COMPLETED

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A pause, but not a halt…

Hello everyone! Yes, it has been some time, and is now time to catch up! I appreciate everyone’s direct and indirect participation with my project.  To refresh those who may have recently engaged in reading my posts, I am on a journey that lasts for 124 days.  Wow– I have one day left!  The time went by very fast.  It has been exciting, challenging, awakening, pretty difficult,  moments of disappointment, tears, laughter and smiles.  Of course there were times when I wanted to throw the towel in, but God encouraged my heart to continue on.

Learning to Let Go

My urges to do certain things have drastically died down. My relationships have changed, and I’ve left the past behind me.  During this period of time, I didn’t realize that I was carrying so many things with me from my past.  I look back and am in awe of the baggage I’ve dropped thus far.  It’s not over yet; for life is a consistent and ever-changing  journey.  We as human beings  have a desire to build comfort zones so that we may live a consistent life.  Guess what? It doesn’t happen this way. I was a bit thrown off when I kept hearing this on a frequent basis throughout my journey from an array of pastors.  It is not by coincidence I’ve  learned this. Many times we are led by the Holy Spirit to make moves and we ignore them because we are comfortable with what we have surrounding us.  When it’s time to drop something, drop it. Changing careers? Change it.  New Relationship? Accept it!  As I mentioned a couple months ago–as part of my 24 vows–I forgave every person that has ever hurt me in any degree ( only to my knowledge), and I have apologized (only to my knowledge) to everyone I’ve ever hurt to some degree.

I find it very peaceful to write in the middle of the night.  It triggers my focus, and I am able to communicate with God in a better way.

Dreams: Pleasant awakening of a Reality…

I’ve been having dreams about people and various surroundings for the last couple of years and have found many of them to occur in real life.  Some of the people, I could not approach as they made it very clear they were not open to understanding them.  I’ve learned that the dreams that God gives to me are warnings, visions and/or eye openers for me to live by.  No, my dreams are not disturbing like nightmares, lol. I don’t want to freak you all out!  I’ll share one with you:

Personal Testimony….

About a year ago, I dreamt I was in my bedroom, and my bed was the focus point. When I looked closer to see what appeared to be a baby on my pillow, it was indeed a baby boy. He was roughly 4 months (like a newborn).  He had on a gray two-piece suit and was light-skinned ( close to my complexion) and he was sleeping.  Babies usually lie of their stomachs, but his face was shown to me as he slept on his back.  Now for those of you who know me, I am not crazy about considering children as I am not married yet and as we,  my friends and I,  identify with being Young & Free, lol! I woke up really puzzled and I told God: YOU KNOW I AM NOT READY FOR KIDS, PLEASE TELL ME YOU’RE SHOWING ME ANOTHER MEANING OR SOMEONE ELSE’S CHILD.  Hey, I’m a relatively honest person.  I am not diggin’ the birth of a child out of wedlock, considering I am not prepared. This is what I learned and embrace over the last 123 days.

Now, my estranged father, has disappointed several times, more-so over the past couple of years. This project has moved to me to forgive and to move on.  I made a promise to God and myself. I am  not a promise maker, but I had to do this if I wanted to really “live.”  My heart is saddened for the daughters and sons who don’t receive the proper emotional support from their dads and/or moms.  I am blessed to have a mother who never taught me to hate the other non-supportive parent.  My anger was voluntary, and I allowed it to build up over the last few years.  It got so out of control, that I blamed myself and judged every single man I’ve ever met. Well, it was for a reason as some of them really didn’t have what it takes, lol.  But seriously, I had to do something about it, because if I blinded myself with such wickedness, I’d never meet my future Boaz ( Google Boaz) nor would I be a beautiful woman inside-out. I didn’t want to carry that generational curse from his end.  I can’t be bitter towards men because of him. I can’t adopt certain qualities of a stubborn man.  I can’t hurt others around me like a disconnected family member. I can’t rest my head and deliberately sabotage my children’s means of communicating with one another.  I can’t step into the world of fame, acquiring a position to save people in the world, but yet have a cold heart  behind closed doors towards mine own family or specific relatives.  I can’t cut my children off if they’ve experienced a downfall in their lifetime. I cannot and will not be HIM.  I even debate if I’ll allow him to walk me down the aisle when I  marry in the future or even mention him when I am famous.  I’m just being real!  Many people would have never known I’ve struggled with that over the years, but it is what it is. And God is so marvelous and loving to me. He softened my heart, and I still love! I never stopped loving.  Isn’t that awesome? Isn’t GOD great?!!  So, what does this have to do with my dream of the baby boy? ALOT!  I told you all I never stopped loving. I have 6 siblings from my father’s side.  All of them I know, but three I haven’t spoken to in years as they live with him and his wife.  I pray that changes.  The other 3, I went out of my way to contact and spend time with. I’ve bulit a pretty solid relationship with my two sisters and brother.  They are a part of me just as a full-blooded sibling.  Recently, June 10,2009, I found my big sister! It amazes me how Facebook is a great means of communication! I was so scared and excited at the same time because we didn’t see each other for over 7 years. I am so glad she hyphenated her name as she is married now!  I was not sure if she would be bitter towards me as our father didn’t really bring us together. I started out with a short note hoping I’d get a response back. I waited with anxiety over the next 24 hours. I know the Bible tells us we should not be anxious over anything, but this was so new to me! When she responded back, I was moved! She was so positive about it and agreed we didn’t have to talk about the past. She and my bro-in-law are saved!! We were able to connect having that similarity!  Now get this, as she wrote me, she told me to check out the family album posted ( those of you who know about Facebook).  Oh my God, I am an Auntie! And guess what?  His name is Daniel, and he is now 7 months old (June 12, he made 6 months).  I finally understood and confirmed my dream. I dreamt of a connection I would later build.  I saw him in the Spirit before he was born. This was very meaningful to me.

We eventually moved on to talking on the phone ( taking it slow was the best remedy). I stayed with her, my bro-in-law and my nephew  this past July 4th weekend, and we had so much fun.  What touched me the most was this: No matter who or what comes in the way, If God said it, it is SAID AND DONE.  I am so overjoyed to know that Daniel ( my nephew) will grow up knowing me.  He is loved, and he’s a special boy!  I am sure someone out there needed to read this testimony. Know that if you reach out, you’ll get something back.

-Beautiful Day-

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Today’s Scripture

Choose any scripture you like. 

Tell me which one you chose!

I have been terrible over the last few weeks with maintaining my blog. I am back and I truly apologize to everyone who has been following up with me. Today is such a beautiful day and with some time on my hands, I’d like to catch up with you all. I hope everyone’s well and keeping their promises to themselves. Well, where shall I begin?
Overall, I’ve been doing exceptionally well despite the economy and the continuous search for a church home. Over the last few weeks I have been networking and putting more thought into things that interest and stimulate me. I say stimulate because stimulation makes you well rounded. Back in April and now May, God connected me with great people who have similar views as me. I met a journalist/artist and young lady from Belgium who were so kind and dear to me. Because of this connection, my music is now in rotation in Belgium and I have new friends there! Culture is beautiful! There were so many things to discuss and so many places to go! We went to many venues, specifically geared towards music and arts. I’ll never forget this experience as it has expanded my appreciation and knowledge of staying open-minded.
Modeling school is cool, but I missed a couple of classes and gotta get back into the flow as graduation nears. I was granted an opportunity to become a fit model for an agency, but the clothes were too big for me. However, I mentioned this because it encouraged to know if I want to be someone, I must go out there and let my spirit/talent shine. One vow I am really bad on ( sad face) is the gym commitment. It is so hard to stay motivated especially when you are so busy!! I’ve found a new love though: WALKING…Just put on the DARK shades, the mp3 player and I am off to an adventure.
Speaking of walking, I had a dog for 2 1/2 weeks but had to give him back to his previous owner. He is a Jack Russell and is almost 6 years old. He was alot to handle. He was a good dog, but had a lot of underlying issues. It would be hard for me to train him and he’s never been trained before. He was very needy and I didn’t find it fair to him that I wouldn’t be home at times. He needs to be in a home where someone is available and has plenty of space to run around. THEY ARE NOT CITY DOGS, and it’s cruel to try to force that particular breed to live in such closed quarters. Evidently my heart goes out to him. I hope his next home is a loving and nurturing one as he has quite a spunky personality.
I am thinking about moving around for a little ( different state/possible new country)…That’s just how I feel. There’s so much to see out there and I am excited to experience that.
I thank God for a clear mind, a non-bitter heart and a fascination/desire to reach out to others. If you know there’s a talent you have, grow it!!!