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alcohol, Cheszerae, discipline, mommy, party, proverbs

 

Yesterday night was great! For the first time I saw my mother have a little fun with no shame.  She danced at the party. I heard little chants around the small but crowded room saying “Go ma! Go ma!” It was delightful to see her express herself and just relax.  I got a  couple of pics of her gettin’ her groove on, lol. 

Today’s Scripture:

-Feeling good today and am preparing a list for Spring Cleaning Week. 

Proverbs 2 ( Entire Chapter)

I am proud of myself. I was surrounded by ( in the beginning) Happy Hour drinks, and I did not have a drink at all.  This is one of my 24 vows.  Discipline is not easy but it’s not impossible.  But I wasn’t tempted to order a drink. That’s a good thing.  Another reason why I believe I wasn’t prone to drinking was because of my results from the doctor’s office.  Everything was perfect she said! I obtained my physical report and was very thankful.  Then it hit me! Why would I want to destroy my body when I have a natural high? Don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing wrong with drinking responsibly and in moderation, but I found it necessary to vow to myself: NO ALCOHOL. Now will I drink again in my life? Who knows! I know now the answer is NO for 118 days!!!!

This summer is going to be different.  Mommy & I have different paths we gotta take.  We’re supporting each other all the way.  Congratulations to her accomplishment and promotion this year again!

Kind of a BIG DEAL

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change, Cheszerae, decision making, modeling, party, positive, thinking

Well, time is running out before my fun-filled free time moments are over.  I must say over the last 7 months, I’ve had the best time of my life.  I got to go anywhere at anytime I wanted to.  Now it is time to get back on track. I am excited about Modeling School next week. Today makes exactly 7 days left until I start.  I will also post updates regarding my experience as an aspiring plus-sized model during the next 11 weeks.  My mother put this idea in my head, and she continues to support my music and modeling.  She didn’t make it to my second fashion show, but there are some to come this year.  As for my music: I have not given it up nor will I give it up.  I will be performing sometime next month ( April) .  My music is copy-written, I am registered with ASCAP, and my music is in radio rotation.  Now it’s time to cover the challenging parts.  I didn’t go to the gym today.  I am dancing and working out indoors.   I’ve been feeling great about my project and am excited to hear how your journey is going.  It may be longer than mine or maybe simpler than mine, but I’d like to still hear your feedback, future plans, etc. 

Today’s Scripture

Proverbs 1 ( entire chapter)

Pay very close attention to the verses in this chapter. They are very powerful and moving.  This is my guide for the rest of week

New Adaptation

This is a major thing for me that I don’t mind going public about: I am wearing natural hairstyles now.

What does this mean? It means no more fake attachments. It’s just me and my sexy hair.  To some it may seem to be a small deal, but for someone like me who’s been ADDICTED to specifically PONYTAILS, this is by far a BIG DEAL.  For the last 4 1/2 weeks, I’ve worn my hair out.  I’ve learned to embrace what I have because  I should be grateful that I have a head full of thick hair. It is healthy and has grown so lovely thus far.  This is actually included in the second half of my vows. Yayy! By the way, everyone seems to embrace it as much as I do.

 

Saying to live by:

You cannot change the past, but you can change the way you think.

Certainly there are times when the environment and outside influences are to blame, but do not let it get it to you. Even if they did, do not use them as an excuse.

 

Cheszerae

SHOCK OF THE DAY: For the first time in my life: Mommy and I are going to a party. TOGETHER!  ( Those of you who know me and her well, I am sure ya’ll are picking up your jaws from the keyboard.  This is a BIG DEAL.